Wednesday, October 7, 2015

Fall Touches from the Treehouse

Orange Handspun that is destined to become a knitted pumpkin

The air is crisp and leaves are falling.

There was fog out this morning when I walked my little one off to the bus stop.  My new kindergartener!

She decided to wear her 'Mama-sweater' as we call it this morning.  I set aside my fears that she would lose it at school, and instead stifled a little tear that she still loves it, this big girl of mine.

My kitchen is a mess of bread-baking and soup-making.  The best kind of mess, of course.

Our puppy just took apart the fall decorations on the front porch- so I guess you could say the leaves are really falling at my place. Not, the best kind of mess.

It's a steady stream of busy-ness.  Lunch bags and backpacks, paper piles, and laundry piles, projects and books.

It's fall.

And to go with it, there are kids coughing on my couch.

There are way too many eggs sitting on my kitchen counter, all needing to be washed.

Apples in bins all over the entry-way, from a kind neighbor's tree.

There are tomatoes on the deck, with their jars and canning accessories, all waiting to be finished.

The Cedars are dropping their orange lacy fronds all over the house.  Lovely now, but messy for sure. They are being blown around by the fall winds.

There's so many things I want to do, but only so much that I get to do.  Prioritizing here sometimes happens by the worst crisis first, not the top of the ToDo list.  That sick kid on the couch gets priority over that nap I wanted to take, and that laundry pile that got out of control last week, has to be dealt with before we have to recycle our underwear.

But it's all ok.  Because balance means something different for me than it used to.  It used to mean that I would take time for myself every day, to do something that I loved all the time.  I don't get that kind of time anymore. But it's ok, because now I steal MOMENTS.  Moments that come in the middle of all the busy-ness only because I am actively seeking and needing them.

As I walked my little one to the bus this morning, the air smelled like fall leaves and was heavenly.
Yesterday as I was making bread and soup for sick kiddos, I noticed how pretty the dough was, and took comfort in the feel of it in my hands.
My garden is yielding so many pretty flowers.  I took a quick second to pick some.  I put a Dahlia right in the middle of my messy kitchen, and it distracts me, just a little from the dirty dishes.  I marvel over the form of that incredible flower.

I decided to clean up just one room of the house, my living room, and arrange some simple things for fall.  Gold seems to be the color I am craving this fall, and I am finding ways to add it into my decor without overwhelming my usually neutral pallete.  I used to put out more decorations than this each year, but the last year or so I have really scaled-back.  I am craving more that is simple, and more that is family and dog and toddler-friendly.  The pinecones, the flowers from the garden, and the hand-spun, hand-knitted pumpkins are among the few things I have put out.

The moments are all I have in the balance department now.  I savor them in part because they are all I get sometimes, but in truth, when I had more time, I didn't always stop to notice things the way that I do now.

I apologize if all the pretty pictures can make my life seem like a dreamworld.  Though in moments it feels like that, in reality it is not.  But those pictures represent some balance in my life that is a struggle sometimes to find.  They are my joy in the middle of this wild ride.

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  1. I'm new to blogland...and when I run across a post that shows a wonderful life...normal and not perfect it makes me smile. Juggling a house for six kids is mind boggling. I had two boys and sometimes they and their friends would simply swallow up our small house whole. But it all ends too soon, and now I'm happiest when they are here with their families, my gorgeous daughter-in-laws and the grandbaby. Like I said, it all ends too soon. And scattered leaves are so much like life...kudos to the puppy for decorating..., grins, Sandi

  2. Your décor and your knitted pumpkins are all very lovely. The dahlias are breathtaking. I especially enjoyed hearing about your "moments". Happy Fall! ~Ann